about being there

Hello blog...

Terakhir posting itu.... entahlah males liat arsip XD

Anyway, things been going on in my life. Many. Things I can't even believe will ever happen to me. Mau nulis apa? Bingung. Ini sebenernya bagian dari free writing aja. Semua yang ada dipikiran ditumpahin dalam waktu tertentu, let say...lima menit deh. Semoga gak kelamaan.

I'm in pain. Bittersweet pain. But hey, who isn't? Gak berniat membuatnya terdengar seperti gue yang paling menderita sedunia, oh come on. Menderita sih iya, sedunia ya gak juga.

Orang ribut mengeluh gak ada yang dengerin mereka. Hey, have you ever look to your side, people? Someone might actually there. Listening to your scream. Feeling your every pain. Tapi kadang, justru kita yang gak liat mereka. Atau menolak untuk liat mereka.

No, am not talking about ghost, spirit, angel, and the likes. I'm talking about real people. Bisa disentuh, dilihat, diajak ngobrol, diajak tertawa, dan mungkin diam-diam menangis bareng.

The point is, kadang kita menolak untuk menerima kenyataan bahwa, hey orang itu ada loh. Kenapa? Mungkin karena mereka bukan yang kita inginkan untuk ada di sisi kita. As simple as that, because we don't want them.

Sheeesh, ever heard "What you need isn't always what you want"?

Gak, ini bukan sindiran, lebih ke jitakan buat diri saya sendiri. Look around, people. Not that far around. Just turn to your left, right, or back. You'll see. You'll find them. And you can actually give them some of your pain, because they'll gladly share it with you. And for you.

Buat yang ngerasa pernah komplen bahwa gak ada yang dengerin isi hatinya. Don't you know, I'm there. Silently standing right next to you. Not even caring if you see me or not.